my thots in a box

fuck you la

2004-05-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

fuck you lar... I have no time for this... gotta go school tmr -sighs-... then i've gotta go to church oso for mass... maybe i'll catch the 8pm one! hahas no reason so don't ask me haha... I HATE BOYS!!! evil bastards they are! except bert N leon cos they're my friends haha and some others... okay okay fine I just hate one! but I hate romantic shits now that can really go to hell.. haha okay la now I hafta figure out what to wear tmr...

tnx alot man

2004-05-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

seriouslt tnx alot man! you've just ruined my life so fuck off la blardi bitch with no breast... even I haf more than you... looks like a fucking steam roller ran over it haha oh boy i'm good... stupid railroad mouth! she destroyed everything i've built... fucking bitch! i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate her haha!

wahahaha

2004-05-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

i'm anti boy now!!! I so rawk! iI hate boys. I'm noy gonna get married either! they all suck LOOSERS better stay away if ure not my fren and wanna get to know me better!!!! STAY AWAY! I'm warning you! i'll eat you! Lazy pieces of shits! no life... all must pay all must die! remember : a pen-knife cuts twice as deep when in rage yea tt's my warning... melissa is seriously geting out of hand noe! she's gonna kill us all!!! she's gonna slowly eliminate us one by one! RG is DOOMED! no seriously she is really a big pain in the ass... well i haven't updated in like forever.. feeling damn depressed.. my template sux... think i'm gonna change it again. Tnx alot to some people who take pleasure in ruining my life! BITCH she gif's everyone this fake smile of hers... she and he group of small pathetic parasites tt feed off others succes... meaning alexcia and I... wtf is rong with everything... what is this world coming to! there's is no hope of survival now or even reproduction? okay tt doesnt make any sense... well ALOT of people owe me tetimonials! haha so yes better start thinking about nice things to say about me haha... whats so hard about that since i'm a very generous, sincere, caring, kind, concerned, pretty, talented friend... sure there's more you can think of some rite? haha! well my last day of holiday is tmr... then hafta go back to school *sighs* its okay... school RAWKS wait did I just say that? okay yes well i'm gonna do something innnovative like finding a new template bbye!

uh huh

2004-05-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

hey
i'm sick man! suffering frm vertigo... its like i'm floating... haha N i've got history tmr but i'm like damn sick... I can't remember wad happened yesterday... well I remember talking to some pple but the prob is tt i cant remember hu??? haha leon's suffering frm an identity crisis... poor thing... haha well kk i think i'm like gonna slp now again or wait huh? wad tym is it?

heyooz

2004-05-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

hey
well, has been a long time since i've blogged... exams sheesh* only a few days of stress more... I've got social studies tmr and i've haven't studied shit... nvm i'll just get bert to help me la... yesterday got my hopes up for nothing... but forgot abt it already... first I forgot den HE came to talk to me aft 2weeks or more of silent treatment... hahah... happy for nothing... but i'm still looking forward to the production man! it sooo rawks... me is excited!!!! lalal! alexcia won't be here this june... well there goes my sleepover la... oh well... my mum is seriously getting frm bad to worst... dunnno wad to do anymore cos if she really continues to accuse me of all these shit then maybe i'll just become liddat to give her the benefit of the doubt. stupid bitch . well someones not talking to me AGAIN.... wtf!... bastard.. gonna for get abt it soon la... i've got a short term memory la hahar... okay la this goon is talking to me plus i dun even noe hu he is N he claims to noe me! arrrghh wadeva gtg now either bathe or wad bbye!

hey hey

2004-05-06T16:53:00.000+08:00

well sorta pissed off today... went to school the stupid poodle A.K.A principal of my school, put me on probation so that means that if I don't pass i'll haf to go straight to ITE or AVI or just quit school... so its like I HAVE to pass... so like I need someone to tutor me!!!!! any takers???? okay so I already got physics covered I mean I got bert ot teach me!!! wahahahax yes yes bert... so i'm like desprate for the other subjects! PLS!!! I be needing help NOW! uh huh well another story is tt warren estrop sux N he's a bastard... okay I think everyone noes tt... well I think tt everyone in tt *cukoo* estrop family is cocked-up some way or the other... so like I cant blame them... okay la so tts it... english paper starts tmr and I end like at 11.40pm so I haf time to go N study for me physics N chem. I'm like falling asleep at the com... how is it possible i'll nvr noe... listening to broken by seether and amy lee damn nice song... well so i'm gonna study summore... yes yes I DO study k!!! alrightieden i'm gonna sign off rite now shall bloggin lata or something bbye!

hey hey

2004-05-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

hey man!
I finally get to use the com man! aft 2 days... I din even get to use my msn yesterday oso man! my life is so sucky man! I hafta go to school tmr cos if I don't i'll hafta go to Gold Coast wid my auntie N uncle so like I obviously dun wan rite... otherwis i'm gonna miss the production so yeah I dun wanna miss the production hahah yupps... well I heard frm leon tt otha pple wanna join the production *sheesh* its already like alot of pple.... haha U wont believe hu wants to join man! hahah i've got no say in this -hehe- alexcia is gonna move to taiwan!!! grrr nvm still got bert budden he's gonna go to australia nxt yer -sighs- okay la study first tok lata hehes okay gtg bye!

lalal

2004-05-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

heys!
well today was kinda fun... went to church for the production stuffs.. damn fun man! except for tt bitch... if you noe hu I mean... anyways we did the paper mache thingy wid the balloons N all... haha den samm blew up this super giant size balloon! super cool man!! hahas yea! den we did the styrofoam scraping. Scraped until everywhere got bloody small irritating pieces of styrofoam everywhere sticking to everyone's clothes! so irritating man! hahas all in all we had fun doing it.. fun fun fun! lalala... den aft tt long tiring thing I go home to find tt joshua put the whole bottle of powder in my sister fishtank... lucky she wasn't home at tt moment... I screamed my head off... den my brother started crying not josh U noe??? its PATRICK! wtf? okay la he's sissy wad so not reallly suprising rite hahax well kks i'm gonna go study my history lata la ard 11 or wad.... rite so gonna watvh videos or something bbye!

yippeee

2004-05-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

heyy
well today err or yesterdae was leon's burfdae... bought him the "ugly" orange shirt.. dunno wen to gif to him lars... if he don't come collect it den I keep it lars... bert is angry at me cos I wanna "blackmail" him... yah i noe... am I the kinda person to do these kinda things??? hahah I noe what ure thinking lar... i'm supposed to go to gold coast for june hols... but U see I dun wanna miss the production.. they all can kiss my ass cos if I dun wanna go they cant bloody well force me can they? haha yeas well i'm gonna help alexcia find a new skin for her blog la kkaes bbye!

lalala

2004-04-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

hello!
sorry haven't updated in like forever... mother din let me use the com so yea.. well nothing happened except erbert asked alexcia N i to deejay for the SPS carnival... a note to all patricians: I"M NOT BUYING ANYMORE STUPID TICKETS! okay!!!! haha I dun need it anyway... okay la nothing to update anymore... yupps okay la bye!

lala

2004-04-23T15:39:00.000+08:00

hey...
new template... haha... I haven't slept yet since yesterday... and I managed to call thru perfect10 this morning... I got so many bloody msgs in the morning saying:"ALEX!!! y din u sae my name!!!" okay so like for those whose name I din sae pls leave me yr name in the tagboard lala... my mother is like so fucking stupid... she's DAMN retarded!!!!... okay la well going for tuition soon N i'm gonna sleep thru it la... okays bye!!

lala

2004-04-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

hey
well my sister's bf -joel- is leaving for australia tmr...err i mean later... for his flight training... a bit sad for me cos its like she's gonna be home EVERYDAY... grrr.... well what to do man! -sighs- but it'll be more sad for her la... it's like for 8months... it actually passes by quite fast... well i'll try not to mess up the computer too bad till he comes back haha... well he'll be back in between months la... at least... well I don't haf to go school tmr cos we're going to the airport to see him off... surely alot of crying will happen la hahar... yea wells got nothing to do now la... as usual so yea well gonna meet eng kwan tmr at kembangan aft my tuition... SHIT! tuition!!!!!!!!!!!! I din do my work... crap! okay la well I better do it now... bye

wadeva

2004-04-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha well i've decided NOT to get my shoes but save up to get my guitar in time for the concert!!!! haha i'm going back to school tmr -finally-... yeahs i'm going back... I actually WANNA go back... haha yea... grrr not again!!!! joel peters N russel scully added me to tt dum convo again... N friendster is like giving me trouble (stupid kok) grr okay... i'm like so relaxed... i've learnt not to stress myself... onli at the last minute onli den i will... okay i'm seriously going mad k? hahar ya okay la well gtg nonw my friendster is making me pull out my hair!!!

lsla

2004-04-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

hey...
i dun lyk boys... i seriously hate dem... i'm actually gonna treat dem as equals.. no such thing as opposite sex... haha yea... they're all my buddies no more bf's for me haha serious! stop it, stop laughing man! i'm not kidding... i meant no more bf's for me until i'm 16! yes yes! really... everyone can go to hell if they dun believe me! well haha the mid-year is like sooooooo close but i'm sooooooo far in my work man! hehe but i'm like more excited bout the prodution... sooo cooool!!!! haha but i muz concentrate la on my studies i mean!!!! i cant wait!!! yipppeeee!!!!!!

lala

2004-04-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

well grrr why is this happening to me... why why WHY!!!!!!! grrr it's irritating... when it's finally over Y da hell do you haf to come back... wad to reply now!!!! i'm iriitated!!! it's too much for me to handle!!!! eeeeee!!!! hahaah okay i'm going mad all cos of him!!!! its really just plain sad... I can't do anything... i'm not caring lalalala okay okay fine i'm caring i dunno arghx!!! shittified!!!! grrr wadeva

lala

2004-04-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

well my fone is spoilt... gonna send it to nokia care tmr... hehe well yea.. now using the 7250... -shrugs- haha yea well RG is gonna put up a production... well depression has just taken ova me it's horrid... trying to forget... well it's possible I noe... well melissa is irritating the crap outta me N all my friends... I dunno wad to do anymore... well the mid-year is coming and like i'm so NOT prepared... din go school today... it's like i'm so depressed I don't wanna leave my hse... N i haf decided wad to do frm now on! i'm gonna concentrate on my mid-year and passing so I can transfer outta there... yupps den can work on the production!!!!!! yes the production...

List of things to do this month
1. ingnore melissa lim
2. pass mid-year
3. transfer school
4. enjoy the rest of my life being single

ahhahaha yea man! tt's wad i intend to do la... hopefully everything will work out as planned

I like things that are so good. you are so so good.
I like you. but I am the underdog, I am the last in line.
Don't be the enemy, don't stand in back of me.
Freezing, boring, wondering where I'll be on my birthday.
You kissed me in a dream last night, how could I
I wouldn't know, 'cause I am the underdog.
I am the last in line.
Don't be the enemy, don't stand in back of me.
Will you be my friend?
Now I understand, that I more than like you.
I am the underdog I am the last in line.
Don't be the enemy, don't stand in back of me.
Lalala da-dah
I am the underdog. I am the last in line.
Don't be the enemy, don't stand in back of me.
I am the underdog. I am the last in line.
Don't be the enemy, don't be the enemy.
Hmmmmmm
I like things that are so good, you are so so good.

lala

2004-04-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna update lalala got production blah blah okay bye

lala

2004-04-14T20:32:00.000+08:00

har har har... the interview was shit.. the VP looked like auntie debbie -shrugs- ah wadeva la... well my mum got me a new fone haha yar the 6600 haha happiee!!! N i'm happiee tt he is smsing me again... but sometimes he pisses the crap outta me... feel like stabbing him tell his brain splatters all over my kitchen walls hehe! okay okay evil thots... I seriously wanna see wad warren looks like... sum pple tell me he's cute... other's tell me he's a bastard N it runs in the family -shrugs- ah wadeva... msealsmusic died AGAIN... grr! so irritating la this thing wad to do... -shrugs again-... hmmm guess i'll try N host em' myself... okay la nothing else happened today well so i'm gonna do something of interest to me like picking my nose N wad not!!! hehe! bye!

it's finally over

2004-04-13T22:39:00.000+08:00

heys... well had a very long day... went shopping for my stuffs hehe... well i've got an interview tmr... tts gotta be interesting la... kinda exciting... but it's my only hope... well hahax yeas.. gotta be prepared hehe.. took this lame pic of myself... okays man i'm bored... well anyways got some song selection to do if u want... yea!!! U scroll down den there's a selection of song choices haha i noe it's retarded cos like I always change my mood so it's like depressing song for depressing mood, happy song for happy mood and on , and on it goes la but there's only 4 haha yea!!! yippeee damn excited!!! lala okay well gtg now byez ~tc~

yippeee

2004-04-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

hey... damn happy now so I like cant slp... U noe wad! its actually my b'dae today... I seriously thot it was on wed haha yea... I really darn happy he's decided to talk to me after SO long man! yeah! it doesnt feel all that special man! ah wadeva I still 1day older haha you shld see the msgs coming frm my fone... yesterdae, my inbox was empty now it's reached it's limit... i'm STILL receiving msgs this time of the friggin morning its like 3am haha... was talking to the canadian gurl now I dunno where she went so yea... I"M BORED lalal i'm so happieee!!! I cant sae why cos there's some pple or shall I say person tt reads my blog regularly so I cant really sae wad it is haha... well i've noticed tt the canadian gurl reminds me of ME! haha yeahs cos it's like she's a punk which is sorta like me but she leans more to the avril lavigne style but anyhows she plays guitar but she's like not in a band... haha yeah UNLIKE me okay okay but she's partially asian okay now as you can see i'm seriously bored k! I think i'll go out with laura tmr or shall I sae later hmm ok ok well gtg now bye!

lyrics to my blog song

2004-04-12T22:41:00.000+08:00

American Psycho Lyrics
by Treble Charger

What's the problem with the human race
With someone like you
No matter where I turn
I can't escape your double face
Don't want to listen to the radio
Cause they don't know
Or stick around just to hear I told you so
How could we make it without you
I should have known better to doubt you
I thought I'd heard the end of it

And now I know how far you'd go
To be the next freak show
American psycho
Cover of the magazines
Patron Saint to troubled teens
Wish I never heard your name

Tomorrow could be just another day
Means nothing to you
A misdemeanor or a felony, that's ok
Don't want to wait for a second chance
So take a stance
It's your turn for the spotlight, the big dance
How could we make it without you
I should have known better to doubt you
I thought I'd heard the end of it

And now I know how far you'd go
To be the next freak show
American psycho
Cover of the magazines
Patron Saint to troubled teens
Wish I never heard your name

They all want to know
What I already know

What am I supposed to do
When you know that it's all true
That you stole, that you lied
That you knew

Primadonna self absorbed
Wide awake and never bored
Party binge and purge, And see
results of plastic surgery
Spotted at the hottest shows
Interview on Charlie Rose
They all want a piece of you

And now I know how far you'd go
To be the next freak show
American psycho
Cover of the magazines
Patron Saint to troubled teens
Wish I never heard your name

They all want to know
How far you had to go
and I already know
How far you had to go!

yey!!!!

2004-04-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

hap hap happieeee!!!! you don't know how happy I am!!!! I wanna run ard my house now man!!! okay well nothing much to sae juz darn happieee!!!!

emotions

2004-04-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

Anger dominates you, you like to hurt things,
animals, people, yourself? You find no other
way to express yourself then through anger, or
pain. Being alone for you can be a bad thing,
then on the other hand it could be good. Please
don't kill me. (Please Vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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woo hoo!

2004-04-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

haven't seen him for a while man!!! he's SOOO darn cute... shits!!! I just remembered.... alex, do NOT think about boys they're horrible living crawling creatures that crawl all over your life N destroy you inside out!!!! ok ok relax now i'm ~~going insane~~ gone insane -hehe- who cares ok ok man... just tt its good friday... so its like lack of food for me... hehex... looks like I nvr eat but I do la... every minute every second... ok ok you've got me... I din fast today... grrr tried but cant so me going insane wasnt the lack of food but my way of life... grrr!!! ok ok wadeva man... ritez well i've got battle of the band auditions on monday aaft school at caldecott... ok ok i'm getting all hyper!!!! alright well I din tell my mum abt this so yall bettea hush up abt tis lar!!! ok ok yup yup bored now... reading someone's blog while blogging...hehex rite la well ok ok gtg now bye!

You have a malicious soul! Malice, when defined
means, The urge to see the sufferings of others
But you dont really mean any harm to anyone,
you just like to watch it. Mischievous, cruel,
and seducing, you can hurt others with cruel
words or just be plain mean. Prank calls,
tripping people, and breaking the laws are your
favorite past times. You can lie just as easily
as laugh, even to a close one. People are
intimidated by you because you never let people
get close to you. Youre cold, ruthless, and
pessimistic behavior drives people away, which
show the pain you feel inside.

What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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sighs*

2004-04-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

lame shit la... I can't stand her... and it's not denise i'm talking abt... I seriously hate denise more than this one... welll it may even appear that i'm the knda person that hates the world but you see i'm really NOT... I just hate people who double-cross me... grrr*... wadeva la... i'm like seriously confused now... i'm literally going insane... my friends say that i'm letting eveyone get to me but HOW THE HELL DO I STOP IF PEOPLE ARE DOING IT ON PURPOSE!!!! If they want my attention, I would gladly dive it to dem just ask nicely so I don't have to continue wasting my time making MORE voo doo dolls... just kidding la... well back to the other her... jeez* if you really wanna know here's a hint:chain smoker (sounds like a man)... irritating bitch tha one man... seriously la... somebody kill her la... she doesn't deserve to live but AGAIN what can I do abt it rite... i'm not God evethough I noe him -hehe- okay la wad more to say better make my time that I have on the com more wisley ~bye~

fucked up life

2004-04-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

man life sux... everything sux la... okay now my mum is re-instating the stupid fucking block... nvm... i'm gonna hack into it I dun care!!! I hate my stupid bro la... tell everything to my mum... well dont worry la... I dun care la... I can still try to hack into it... and tt stupid denise philips... she's the cause for all this la... she's the one spreading things about me den she tell my sis den my sis tell my mum!!!! I hate my fucking life... I wish everyone will DIE!!! and damn serious okay!!!! I seriously hate denise so fuck dat stupid shit... and I hope she dies a horrible death!!!! well I hope she reads this so she makes sure she knows tt I know.. everything's wrong b'coz of HER she sux man!!!! I tell U she's gonna so fucking die lorhs!!! I hate her fucking guts!!! stupid slut... she's probably gone all the way already (if you know what I mean) ;) she'd better watch out... N gavin too... both of them gonna pay... remember wad goes ard comes ard k??? stupid fuck... knowing you was the worst mistake in my life I HATE DENISE!!!!!!!

my life, so depressing

2004-04-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

hey
well damn depressing sia... i'm like so pissed with so many pple but the thing is i'm not sure if it's totally their fault... it's like all the information I get is not all credible eventhough I CAN seem to trust and tell the person everything... take amy for example... she can swear that she din sae all these things to me eventhough she did... and now she's saying that I twisted her words... well... it makes no sense cos she did tell it to me I don't care that i'm not keeping this person's namee a secret and I dont care if pple that noe her come to this blog and ask her to read cos I seriouly don't care! wadeva la... I haf to many problems in my life and I don't need this shit... hmpx okay that's taken care off... well I heard frm tash that "elephant" and "chopstick" are gonna join RG????? can you believe it... and it's all cos of the wrong reasons... cos of "CDC" and "BDC" its horrible... remember: ugly + ugly = BIG NO NO plus she's irritating... but what can I do... let the seniors decide I cant do anything... plus it would be kinda fun to torment her and make her do things for us... you noe! like "eh can go down buy drink for me?!" yea plus it'll help her to loose weight... ok ok i'm evil yes I noe... tokking to leon online now... he's funny... he had to shave his head cos the new hairstyle wasnt allowed in school... poor fellow... he's so embaressed... but I wanna see... well i can see this weekend la... probably gonna look like basile last time la... *jeez* I miss him terribly... but wad can I do!!! nvm la... I can forget him... I think... can try... I muz try... I will!!! yupps i'm stronger! I HATE BOYS waste time only... concerntrate on other things... like my band N stuffs... I especially hate her now like everyone's thinking bad of me cos of her... stupid fuck... she betta watch out la dats all I can say... well okay la gtg now bloggin tmr... ~tC yeaz~

2004-04-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

I so love my blog rite now! yey... I will occasionally update my otha blog but this is like my permanant blog frm now on... so like i'm not like gonna go school for like this whole week lor... cos of the SAC thing den it's like they want to interview me... I SO hope i can get into 3/3 den can oso torment dat stupid bitch damn pissed off at her lorhs! how can she do this to me can? wtf did I eva do to her... I so need to like kill her NOW can I kill her???? so exciting my b'dae is like 1 week away! yippee.. its the 13th of april the 13th of april -hehe- okay man gtg now update tmr
bye!

2004-04-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

harlow!
i'm back wid a new blog... always wanted a web-blog stlye but din noe how to use it lor so like trying this shit out... if it actually works out well den i'll continue using it :)